i am so happy that iv got so far.
i still remember the times when i almost cry because i think he left me out. (actually there area a lot Of them)
it just felt so good that when i wake up one morning, things are never the same again. i've been away.. away from the nightmares that i always had, not just every night, but even if im awake.
ITS JUST THAT, ONE MORNING, I WOKE UP WITH HIM NO LONGER ON MY MIND.
i even saw him with the "new girl" that everybody was talking about even before. and what made me really happy was..
THERE WAS NO TACHYCARDIA, NO HEART LIFTING MOMENTS.
hahaha. great.
somehow, somewhere, this is one of the best part of life.and as 2010 ends, it will go to its own grave.
I AM HAPPY KNOWING THAT ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.
THIS IS TOTAL RECOVERY.
and i've got the license to, BECAUSE ITS ALMOST OVER A YEAR NOW.
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